But I think I have found it. Californication. The Showtime Series. There is something seriously refreshing about watching someone who is more fucked-up and depressed then you are. I'd say it's down right spiritual.
Course, it could be this serious downer high I'm on. I think for most people depression doesn't work. For me, I get incredible skinny, and I feel like myself. A great big hollow tree trunk. If I wasn't so painfully tired all day I might actually get things done. Here it is 1:30 and I am on some kinda low-blood-sugar-rush.
I wish I had a million cigarettes and fifth a gin, a glass of orange juice and some strange.
Maybe I'll just drink a beer and go to bed.