I watch movies and listen to songs about heartbreak.  They talk about a love that you can't live without. I worry that I will never find that.  I want a really good heartbreak. It's been a decade since I have been heartbroken.  I think it would do me some good.  I need love that will shake me, hurt me, open my eyes.  Something to wake me up.  I don't know what else will do it.