I'm depressed. It is no secret. I am very unhappy. I need so much to change. I just can't quiet figure out what it is. Where am I going? Fuck, who am I? I can't get it together. Crying is not the answer, but that is all I can do. I'm trapped inside my own head. All I want to do is escape, but I keep getting captured and dragged back to prison. I'm screaming the whole way, but nobody seems to hear. It's like a horror movie in my head everyday.
If I can bring myself to focus it takes everything I have. I'm so exhausted afterwards.
The past few days I have felt a weird disconnect. I'm having a hard time deciding if this is reality. It must be, but something doesn't feel right about it.
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