I get into this rut of thinking that I won't let myself have anything that is good for me, or allow myself to be happy because I hate myself too much.
Then I watch some porn and jerk off and it is abundantly clear that I don't hate myself that much.
I will not let my vagina be the hole someone buries their problems in. I have enough of my own. I don't need anything else weighing me down.
Likewise, I will not bury my problems in someone else's genitals. It isn't healthy or kind.
I would rather be alone and celibate than sick and unkind.
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