Funk

And not the good kind of funk that I like.  Sometimes I just think I'm going through a bad luck streak where nothing good will happen.  I mean small good things happen.  I have good days. I laugh.  I have friends.  I really thought Bucket was going to break the streak.  Now, I have an irrational fear that Bucket is good and bad things will happen to him until he's gone.  I have to not think about it or I freak out a little.

I need some good things.

I need a box down there that says "Downer".