I get so tired of life

Every little thing is a struggle. Why can't things be easy all the time with an occasional struggle instead of the other way around?

Well, there are a few things in my life that I have no problems with:

Loving Bucket, even when he is a wild asshole.

Loving my friends.

Tending to my plants.

I was going to say making things, but i don't want to go overboard. But on the whole it tends to lean to the easy side more than the struggle.