Heartbreak and Depression

The most important thing in my life for nine years in gone. I don't think I'm coping very well.

I'm so angry. I cry at least two times a day.

I don't want to be alone, but I really don't want to be around people. It takes every once of will power I have ever had to not tell people to fuck off and get out at the littlest infraction.

I hate this. I just want my life back.

I have this picture as my desktop. Sometimes I look at myself and wonder who that is, and hope I can get that person back real soon.