The job I have is a total buzz kill, so I have to find something else. A steady paycheck is nice I haven't had that in years and years. But I'm not sure it is worth it. I'm just barely hanging on. I can't take much more of this going to bed at midnight or later and waking up at 5 in the morning to get ready for work. It makes Lauren an angry girl. I was doing so good lately too. I feel that old anger creeping back in. Once anger gets its nails in good it's hard to let go of it. Not looking forward to that.
I really have nothing else to say. Just stopping in. Keep in touch.